Rose Marie’s meditation today at the Eugene Mennonite Church, “Where life and death collide,” spoke of the intricacies of facing life and death as one – rather than separated. Today’s photo honors the life of Connie Burden – a wondrous singer, pianist, teacher, mentor, mother, family member to many who knew her. Preparing for the photo, one hymnal was already open to “Great God, we sing” and as I opened the red hymnal, “Be Still, My Soul” settled. With Sue’s lilies on Connie’s stool – we face the music (in more ways than one). The loss of life, ritual, music and the continuance of new life, different music, and a new rhythm will come about. We each remember and grieve in our own way, yet together.
Monthly Archives: March 2013
Be Still, My Soul
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Pieces of You
There are those special people in your life that have existed as long as you remember, who have flowed in and out along your life path. SarahLyn was one of those people. I can hear her laughing now, with that twinkle in her eye. She was my favorite person to sing with in the church choir growing up (because no one else in my family sang alto- and she was funny as heck causing my dad all kinds of grief as the choir director); and if she was in a play with my parents I knew we’d be laughing (they could be funny; or making a mess of things). I later would find myself co-managing a shelter for homeless families and adults with mental illness, something she had done years before. One of the best things she did for me was take me out to lunch once a month-ish for a period of time when my work life and personal life seemed much the same (crisis and chaos). I had added her to a team of people I called my support care team and when times were tough those few years I would start calling them. She provided me with the listening ear, the laughter, and could really meet me where I was (often saying, I remember doing something very similar). Most of all, she genuinely loved me. I was heart broken to find out she had pancreatic cancer and then amazed to hear her journey through cancer treatment. During that same season I found out about her, my cousin Akin was also diagnosed with a re-occurring brain tumor. We lost him first, this February I like to think she joined him.
One of the other many gifts of SarahLyn was her creative and artistic self. I’m comforted knowing I can still find her along my life journey and thank her for always loving me.
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Burnt Out Social Work Month
Honestly, this is the most burnt out I’ve felt in a while. I’ve noticed I’m unbelievably tired, my body aches, and muscles have been tense. I’m very aware, it is a season of grief and loss….and with that growth and renewal.
This week I was honored to be interviewed by an undergraduate student who is taking a class from one of my favorite Chatham University professors, Dr. Deborah Rubin (man I miss Pittsburgh!). What was awesome is that I really needed to sit down and write about why I became a social worker. I used to push myself to do this at my last job at The Prevention Researcher, whose audience is primarily youth social work types.
I’ve LOVED school, absolutely loved learning and relearning and just soaking in the information. What I haven’t loved about school is that I haven’t been a very good friend, my social life has suffered, and as I sit here one month away from my last final at the University of Southern California my list of what I still want to learn has grown threefold. And then there’s the question of, what’s my next role, where do I fit in the world, and how to I refuel before my next endeavor?
Here’s more than you might have time to read, a snip-it from the interview with Hannah. And Happy Social Worth Month -burnt out or not :)!
P.s. I apologize for the lack of photo in the photoblog today.
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Oregon Spring Starts
A busy last few weeks between school and projects have competed with time with my camera (two months exactly until graduation). Allergies in full force have not stopped me from enjoying the sun, flowers, and extra time outside with the dogs (not to mention today’s family fun bathing four dirt covered dogs!). Pictures today from our backyard’s Spring evidence.
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Eyes Wide Open
I’m excited because this is the first time ever I have managed to get a photo of our cat Sensei with her eyes open. Today I caught her hanging out in our project area, here’s her typical picture.
So I decided to turn off the flash and was able to get a photo with her eyes open. Next photo challenge will be to see if I can show you all how beautiful her blue eyes are!
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